I’m sick and tired of just waiting. Waiting for a cute boy to ask me on a date. Waiting to get my license. Waiting for an opportunity. Waiting to go on adventures and travel the world. Waiting for summer.
Ive learned that i need to stop and enjoy today. I need to make the most of today, and live it to the fullest. Ive also learned that these things shouldnt control my happiness. I’ve learned that not everything goes your way in life and you dont get everything you want, when you want.
Only God knows tommorrow, and only he can fullfil your happiness. So enjoy today, the day God is giving you, and live it like it’s your last. One day you’ll be able to travel and explore, and one day you’ll fall in love and finish school and start a family. But only on God’s time.
So yeah im waiting.
I hate it, trust me, sometimes i feel like im just going to explode, but i know that one day i’ll be able to achieve all those things, and for now im just gonna have to deal with it, and not just get through tomorrow, but to live it like its my last.